Meet Gloria Jean Hansen, this week's featured author from Elliot Lake, Ontario...
THE
CRUSH
Would he go
by today? The trucks were hauling, but I hadn’t seen his yet. He was late.
“Gloria!
Get in here and finish these dishes!” Mom sounded edgy, and that spelled trouble
for me. She was bad enough calm. I wondered if she had ever had fun in her life.
She was always so serious, always looked ready to give someone a ‘lickin’, as
she called it.
“Boy-bitty--” She always said that just before she exploded. Time to go back
inside. I couldn’t wait to leave here for good. God, I hated this place. Could
never bring anyone over, it was so disgusting. The linoleum showed bare floor
wherever we stood or walked, like in front of the stove, or by the sink, in all
the doorways. I wished we had a house like Carol’s—I loved going over there. She
actually had a bedroom to herself, and her floors gleamed. Everything in her
kitchen was white, and so clean, smelling of cinnamon. And her mom smiled while
she worked!
“Quit yer
daydreaming and get those dishes done so I can start the washing. I need water
carried too.”
I felt like
Cinderella. From the time I got up in the morning, until I went to bed at night,
it was work, work, work. And no Fairy Godmother to help. .
.
“O—kayy,
Ma. But how come the boys can’t come in and do these dishes, and carry the
water?”
“There you
go again, popping off at the mouth, talking back. Pipe down and do as you’re
told.”
Just then,
I heard him. The low drone of his truck as he climbed the hill back of the
house, in ‘bull’ gear, my stepfather used to say. Frantically, I searched the
messy kitchen for something that I could haul outside. I didn’t have much time.
The slop pail. As I grabbed it from under the sink, some of the nasty sludge
spilled on my knee and onto the floor. I would deal with it later. Right this
minute, I had a cute Frenchman to wave at.
“What the
heck are you up to now?”
“I’m taking
out the slop pail! It’s full.” The sound of the truck was closer. I left the
filthy pail behind the porch door, as I straightened my hair a bit. He was
almost in sight. I heard the gears shift as he crested the hill. I sauntered
toward the mailbox as I saw the blue nose of the truck. If I hurried, I would be
close enough to jump on the running board and run my fingers through his
gorgeous black curls, or chew on that pouty bottom lip of his.
"Gloria!
Get IN here!”
Oh, she'd
spoil it. I knew it. I would reach the mailbox at the same moment as the truck.
As it approached, I looked up into the most beautiful dark eyes I had ever seen
in my life. My movie star! In the heat of the morning, he had taken his shirt
off. Muscles. Rippling, tanned muscles. I went weak as our eyes met. For a brief
moment, he smiled shyly down at me—white teeth gleaming. I grabbed a fencepost
for support.
And then,
with a clash of gears, he sped off, dust everywhere.
“What in
blue blazes are you doing out THERE? You’re getting crazier every day! Can’t get
anything out of you on a Saturday, sitting around mooning over those damn True
Stories! ‘Screw’ Stories,’ more like, head in the clouds, and now you’re out
prancing around in front of those truckers--”
Just one
trucker, Ma. Just one. If I timed it
right, I could have the dishes and the floors done by the time he came back with
a load of gravel. I might even have time to get my good slacks on and be out on
the road.
“I need
some water here! Hurry up with ya!”
Yeah, yeah,
Ma. Coming. “Why can’t those
lazy boys get the water? You never make them do anything!”
“Shut up!
You never learn. You’re a girl. This is all you’re ever going to be doing, all
your life.”
If you only
knew, Ma. I finished
everything, and ran to get changed. I snuck into her bedroom and dabbed a bit of
her lipstick on. Lord knows she never used it! She barely combed her hair. Now
to get out the front door. I could hear the washing machine sloshing in the
kitchen, and my mother cursing at something or other.
He was
coming! I could hear the truck speeding across the flats by the store, then
slowing for the curve by our house. I pictured those rippling muscles grabbing
the gearshift, powerful legs jamming the clutch and the brake. I bet he looked
pretty good in jeans, and I vowed I would see him stretched out somewhere soon,
minus his jeans, maybe by the creek. Right next to me, telling me he loved me.
I headed
down the road as the truck appeared. I kept my head down until the last minute,
pretending I didn’t notice him. I heard the engine, so close now. I could feel
the heat and smell the diesel fumes. Oh, I knew in my heart he felt something
for me. In my twelve-year-old mind he was my hero. He would get me out of this
miserable place, my ticket to paradise, my knight in shining armor. His steed
was a blue gravel truck, his shining armor jeans and a T-shirt. As the truck
crawled alongside of me, I looked up at him with the sexiest half-lidded gaze I
could muster. And nearly passed out. He wasn’t alone. There in the cab
with him, a beautiful blonde woman smiled, holding a little boy on her lap, an
older child sitting between them. One happy little family. The kids waved as he
leaned out the window and breathed, “Hi there, cutie!”
Author, Gloria Jean Hansen
Gloria Jean
Hansen is a nurse/bluegrass musician/author from Elliot Lake, who grew up in
Kipling, Ontario. Gloria has written novels, magazine articles, newspaper
columns, songs and published books. In her spare time she enjoys camping and
fishing with family, skiing, painting, writing and playing bluegrass with her
band, the Algoma Wildflowers. She will someday retire to a cabin by the
river to write full time.
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